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Tuesday, November 10

109 - 61km
road ride with michlo, more like errand ride actually. 12noon sun power man, im starting to worry that i might kena some skin cancer. i dont use sunblock because they're too thick, catches dust from the road, and i cant sweat properly wearing them. somemore i only got spf 50 and 130 -.- so thick, siao. dont know what i can do, i can only ride at noon.

non-stop ride to Beach Road to get my hydration pack, ate the fish noodle again, then it was non-stop riding again back to woodlands. went RP for some shits that was damn stupid, waste my time.

why suddenly all the awards starts coming in -.- so slow. my brain and body ish 很 tired 现在 goodnight :D

11:51 PM

hi, i just woke up from my 'evening' nap which lasts for 8hrs -.- style man.

Rachmaninoff Concerto N. 2 - I. Moderato (1/2)

very shiok when the orchestral comes in.


ITS A GIANT HORNET !!
caught it, took it outside my house, open the lid, and faster run back, HAHAH.

SO NAUGHTY
maybe its normal for them, i shall try to be cool with it, just hope nothing will happen. or if something happen, i also LL.
this baby is sleeping on the floor in this posotion nowdamn it, why i cant have the male jersey for ocbc, why sign up as female means i must take the female jersey -.- got neineipok one i dont want :( tsk.

reminder to self:
complete your stupid registration that you've been dragging for so long before 11nov.
buy 3L hydration pack
wash your smelly helmet + glove + shoes
be mentally prepare for your offroad on sunday
do pp poster
study for UT

if there is a tarzan who has only eaten sweet fruits from the jungle, do you think, if i use all sorts of fanciful words and theories to explain to him what is 'saltiness', he will understand?
lets say i've told him that saltiness taste very 'siap', now he believes that he knows what is saltiness.
so maybe next time if you ask him, he will say that saltiness is a 'taste' that is very 'siap', but did he taste the real saltiness in the first place before?
do you think he really 'understand' if his 'knowledge' is derived from 'outside' source?
so what do you think about "God"? hmm..

shit, my mom just woke up walked into my room while i was smoking, HAHA. goodnight :)

"A belief may be comforting. Only through your own experience, however, does it become liberating."
~ Eckhart Tolle.

5:05 AM

Saturday, November 7

108 - 44km
morning offroad ride with dom, shirley and lawrance. tried some new trails and its totally shiokness to the max. i fell down -.- thought it was nothing cause it doesnt hurt and only minor abrasions. but when i continue to cycle, i knew something was wrong, then realized i kena a major blueblack ON MY INJUIRED KNEE, so lucky man, it hurts like crap now, please recover before tuesday.

@ BT.
after hearing what lawrance said, im damn stress about the Plentong offroad ride @ Malaysia next Sunday :'( its alrdy damn tiring doing offroad less than 20km, imagine for 55km and we need to complete it in less than 4hrs.
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one of my dirtest ride.
its jungle all the way for 55km, and im a cow who needs a lot of water. i dont think a 3L hydration pack is enough for me, today i rode less than 20km offroad and 3 bottles is not enough for me. the organisers didnt say anything about water points, and its malaysia, you know the condition and i dont speak their language. im not looking forward to the ride, its like an exam.

elroy suddenly ask me out just now because he is 'thirsty' -.- drinking in the evening? weird.
ended up drinking screwdriver outside my house. moved table, chairs, ice, speakers, glass, mixer all outside, so lomantic right. actually i wna set up a lepak corner outside my house long ago, and i think i might buy a first storey apartment next time ( i was telling jana this days ago), so i can lepak all i want, and when i go out cycle, just go only, no need take lift :D:D

dedicated for elroy.
SINGLE-HOOD FTW !!

exercise afterburn + alcoholic drinks = i am really burning.
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look @ her eyes(lid), THATS SO ASIAN !!
my oriental cheena meow.
look @ her paw. EEK.
really feel like kissing her now BUT SHES MISSING, tsk. stupid, just played with her moments ago and i dont know where the heck is she now, i cant find her in the whole house, the main door is close, she cant go out.
im so afriad she might jump down someday because she got fetish with windows, everytime before i go sch, i will close all the windows except the balcony or my room one, because i scared no oxygen/wind, too stuffy for bb. then today i woke up to her standing on the sills AGAIN, wtf, my heart nearly dropped out.
everytime when i look for her in the house, i will pop my head out of the window and look at the ground floor, and im so scared when someday i might just see her body on the ground, OMG DONT THINK. zakir's cat jumped down from the 6th storey before and broke his leg. fyi, i stay on the 11th storey, okay i got another reason to buy a gound level apartment next time.

where are you :'( i hope i cant find you because you somehow manage to sneak out and is lepak-ing with Nero now.

WOW GEKCHIN MISS 我 leh !! i felt so 'LOVED', HAHAHA.
kns gekchin, MISS ME JUST SAY LA, what 1%, no need to shy about expressing our love for each other one, HAHAHA.
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my baby really missing man, bye.
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"Neither God nor Being nor any other word can define or explain the ineffable reality behind the word, so the only important question is whether the word is a help or a hindrance in enabling you to experience That toward which it points." ~Eckhart Tolle

11:25 PM

Friday, November 6

this is what i gave my bro for his birthday, a wall post.
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instead of Dolce&Gabbana, he have this dumb perfume call "Dolice&Nobleman" HAHAHAHAH LAUGH GIVE ME DIE MAN.

submitted this for GUM.
just a pic i snap months ago from my house downstairs, used mich laptop to put the texts in(photography theme:wishlist), then while i was filling up the bottom part with 'laptop' 'car' 'iPod' and such stuffs, i thought to myself :"eh sia la, this one is for the buddhist people, i shouldnt put such material stuffs, the things they wished for are very wise one." so behind i put (if you can see) very buddhist things like 'knowledge' 'wisdom' 'compassion' 'right meditation' 'deeper insights' and even 'enlightenment' HAHAHA i was laughing when i was making it.

bb bow tie fail.

how nice if there're bow ties for cats :D it would be so cute. my chuku b.
if youre using mozilla then you can see i have a new banner below that says follow me on twitter, but if youre using IE, you cant. dont know what's wrong and i dont bother alrdy. my twitter is quite dead anyway, its only for ranting, HAHA.

ya im quite pissed recently with all the things. small things like being late(and i NIFM again on thrusday), people not able to confirm dates with me, crappy connections, the rain. and i will just pull a long face all day long. HAIIIIIII, sucks la i hate this feeling, why must i react like that, get piss + angry = i suffer, but i cant fucking help it :'(

i know im really happy deep down inside but i just fail to connect to it. my mind is clouded with all the negative stuffs and im feeling so sucky :'( i was so relieved when i get to know about a 10-days meditation retreat, i thought i could finally take a break from everything, BUT, it clashes with my UT, SO AMAZING UNTIL I.......

where are You :(

"Happiness and suffering come from your own mind, not from outside. Your own mind is the cause of happiness; your own mind is the cause of suffering. To obtain happiness and pacify suffering, you have to work within your own mind" ~ Lama Zopa Rinpoche

11:15 PM

God is All. God is One. God is Truth.
Truth is All. Truth is One. Truth is God.
All is One. All is God. All is Self.
One is All. One is God. One is Self.

12:59 AM

Thursday, November 5

107th - 90km

yesssaa, broke my previous personal record of 75km :D picked michlo @ cck. i was on one road with some cars stop/parked on the side, THEN THE DRIVER SUDDENLY OPEN THE DOOR !! knn, never but nearly hit me, cause i siam to the right, scare the fuck out of me until i need to stop afterwards to calm my mind down -.- the driver never even give the sorry face and just walk away, cb mother ass fuck guy, fucking cb-tic.

met dom who fell 2 times on the way to meet us @ suntec.


dom fell again @ east coast park, HAHAHAH LAUGH GIVE ME DIE !! female bike, HAHAHA, he better not see this.

this ride damn happening man, while mich and i was @ some petrol kiosk, i went into the wrong toilet and didnt know until i finish peeing and saw some guy peeing, dont know wtf happen to my eyes -.- never see the urinal, HAHA.

east coast skate park.
i no balls to play bmx, i only can bunny hop, HAHA.


then @ the same petrol kiosk, this male cyclist (fully geared with helmet) came in and fill up his bottle with 100plus, went out and through the other way, escaped.
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i gave a chase, caught up with him, and told him nicely, panting
"hey did you just fill your bottle up with 100plus?"
him:"no its ice."
me:"its okay, i saw you filling up 100plus and the staff saw too and told me to chase you."
him:"i was feeling unwell"
me:"we need you to go back and pay for it because they got it on camera and they dont want to bring you to the police."
him:"i am feeling really sick now" (puts his hand on his forehead)
me:"ya, but the thing is, we dont want to bring you to the police, it will be worse than paying for your 1ooplus."
him:"ok"
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he cycle back on road, i was on pavement, then got this bush and the next moment, HE WAS GONE !! fuck it, i saw him cycling away very fast, walao, chase him man, this time really chiong. caught up with him again and scolded him like fuck, seriously scream all the vulgar into his face man, HAHAHA. he kept on say he is unwell, and this will be the last time, WTF ?!?! but i let him go because i know he wont go back. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, HES A FUCKING GROWN UP MAN IN HIS 30s/40s.
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wtf, i should have told him i risk my life to chase him, i never on my taillight and i chase him, just because i dont want him to kena police i lost my friend -.- stupid. and i really lost mich for the rest of the journey worth 7km. i wasnt angry with him when i scolded him, and i feel quite bad for doing so.
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its not about the 100plus which dont even cost more than 2 bucks, but his actions, and what he chose to do. hope what happen will make him change his mind the next time he choose to run out of the shop. maybe you find me too kaypoh right -.- its not the first time i catch a criminal, because i hate such actions to the core.

i ate bb's cat treat AND ITS FREAKING NICE !!!
i ate more than 10 and i was trying so hard to control myself because its damn ex and i buy because its a dental treatment treat.

now you know my secret, i eat pet food. last time when i have fishes at home, i always steal their food to eat, and the pellet for tortise too, HAHAHA, i think you must try too.

bb sleeping with her face in my you know what, HAHAH, my cutie b.
2 nights ago i dreamt that she frozed to death, she was curled up and frozen solid. i woke up and didnt see her around because she went downstairs to play, then i felt so lonely :( what if she dies? i dont know i how man, my darling baby.

NIFM again on monday, sian man, and my UT is damn walao also, so easy but dont know how to do :( i was eating nasi padang while the class count down to the UT. i finished my chicken wings during the last 4 sec, HAHA. skipped sch again on wed(today), damn jialat. super hope tmr wont late.

met jana for lunch and elroy for supper. elroy proposed a new business plan that he wants me in. haha elroy, partner with me, i will set-up one with you, after it becomes stable, i back-out, then set one on my own, and take everything away from you, MUAHAHAHAH.

D:D: 3am? shit, goodnight.

2:26 AM

Tuesday, November 3

W5
100% composed and written by JoeySim


Am-E-F-C/Em (capo2)
Verse 1

That day I saw you, waiting, at the lobby of W5.
I thought to myself, in that jeans, damn you looked really fine.
So eagerly, waiting for your lover to arrive.
Tipped toes, raised head, you are checking, whether she’s in sight.
Chorus
I never meant to……… Fall in love with you.
I never wanted to…… Get to know you two.
I guess it’s fated, I’m the hated.
I guess it’s fated, and I am, tired.
Verse 2
That day I know you, were located in 1 classroom of W5.
Then I told myself, at all cost, I must not cross that line.
An attempt to, stop myself from seeing you, and I,
Wondered how you do so little and manage to change my life.
Chorus
I never meant to……… Fall in love with you.
I never wanted to…… Get to know you two.
I guess it’s fated, I’m the hated.
I guess it’s fated, and I am, tired.
X1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena
E0--0--0-1--0----I----------------I----------------I
B----3---------3-I1--------0-13-0-I1---------------I
G----------------I----------------I----------------I
D----------------I3---------------I----------------I
A0---------------I---------3---2--I----------------I
E--------0-------I----------------I----------------I
X1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena
E0--0--0-1--0----I----------------I----------------I
B----3---------3-I1------31--31---I----------------I
G----------------I---------------0I2---------------I
D----------------I3---------------I----------------I
A0---------------I---------3---2--I----------------I
E--------0-------I----------------I----------------I
Bridge
You don’t even care at all.
On how or what I’m feeling.
She doesn’t even want to know.
What the fuck I’m thinking.
Outro
I never meant to……… Fall in love with you.
I never wanted to…… No.
I guess it’s fated.
I guess it’s fated.
X1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena-1ena2ena3ena4ena
E0--0--0-1--0----I----------------I----------------I
B----3---------3-I1------31--31---I----------------I
G----------------I---------------0I2---------------I
D----------------I3---------------I----------------I
A0---------------I---------3---2--I----------------I
E--------0-------I----------------I----------------I

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a song i started writing on the first week of school and finished on the day i publish My Little Story. this event affected me so much i even dreamt about it at that night, so when i woke up the next morning, i decided to write a song about it. i know the verse a bit fuck, and people like gc will start laughing -.- lets hope this is my last song about someone alright. my headache is killing me, goodnight.

3:42 AM

Monday, November 2

eek! baby tham.

drank a lil @ fel's house before Halloween party. vodka vanilla + sprite = WOOHOO, irish cream not my 1st anymore.

Surgeon Sim reached butter factory and the crowd is woah~~ lucky we no need to queue :D

the first person to take pic with me.
2 butch docs.
fel tham as Mortiacia from Addam's Family.
jacob was here too but he left for Clinic.
i was intending to dress either as a doc, construction worker, cyclist or jesus. i didnt choose construction worker cause i need to get jumpsuit, not cyclist cause i lazy to wash my helmet, not jesus cause i dont feel right.
BUT LOOK !!! ITS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST !!
LOL !!! fucker, with the staff somemore -.- we was talking about what to dress days ago when someone said:"dress as Allah la!" so fel said:"no one has seen Allah we dont know how He looks like how to dress as him?" then she said again:"you take a cardboard and write big big 'ALLAH' then hang around your neck." HAHAHAHAHA WTF.

my nurses.
i was abit high, went to the toilet alone and shouted upon entry:"THE DOCTOR IS HERE, WHO CALLED FOR HELP?" then when i continue to walk in, really got one girl K.O. inside, HAHAHA. and one bouncer kept on act heart attack everytime i re-entry -.- "the doctor is off today" haha.
quack.

best pic.
wtf
wtf^2
kris as bunny
HAHAHAH, tibetan monk, laugh give me die man, HAHAHA.
and he danced all the way one -.- walao, i feel damn weird inside my mind la.
-.- this guy even pulled up his dress and showed his leg hair to his friends -.-
Jennifer as ms jellyfish.
i was the first one to get it correct !! others guessed mushrooms, mario -.-
poor thing sia this staff.
robin hood.
not a lot of pics with random people, my cam is so bulky its irritating :( home@ 5am.
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a lot of ppl ask me about 2012 when they get to know about the screening of the movie '2012' -.- if there is no such movie my friends wouldnt even know about the 2012 'apocalypse'. "we were warned" "find out the truth" what if some kid go watch it and start to research using the internet and starts panicking. media, propaganda, yucks. one of the reasons why i dont watch tv/movies, one more reason why i wont let my child(if i have one) watch tv/movies.
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cool man i have UT tmr -.- chui alrdy, HAHA.
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so damn busy these days, hope i can relax on tuesday.
tired like shit, GOODNIGHT.

1:43 AM