
Tuesday, November 10
road ride with michlo, more like errand ride actually. 12noon sun power man, im starting to worry that i might kena some skin cancer. i dont use sunblock because they're too thick, catches dust from the road, and i cant sweat properly wearing them. somemore i only got spf 50 and 130 -.- so thick, siao. dont know what i can do, i can only ride at noon.
ITS A GIANT HORNET !!




Saturday, November 7
morning offroad ride with dom, shirley and lawrance. tried some new trails and its totally shiokness to the max. i fell down -.- thought it was nothing cause it doesnt hurt and only minor abrasions. but when i continue to cycle, i knew something was wrong, then realized i kena a major blueblack ON MY INJUIRED KNEE, so lucky man, it hurts like crap now, please recover before tuesday.
after hearing what lawrance said, im damn stress about the Plentong offroad ride @ Malaysia next Sunday :'( its alrdy damn tiring doing
its jungle all the way for 55km, and im a cow who needs a lot of water. i dont think a 3L hydration pack is enough for me, today i rode less than 20km offroad and 3 bottles is not enough for me. the organisers didnt say anything about water points, and its malaysia, you know the condition and i dont speak their language. im not looking forward to the ride, its like an exam.
Friday, November 6

submitted this for GUM.
just a pic i snap months ago from my house downstairs, used mich laptop to put the texts in(photography theme:wishlist), then while i was filling up the bottom part with 'laptop' 'car' 'iPod' and such stuffs, i thought to myself :"eh sia la, this one is for the buddhist people, i shouldnt put such material stuffs, the things they wished for are very wise one." so behind i put (if you can see) very buddhist things like 'knowledge' 'wisdom' 'compassion' 'right meditation' 'deeper insights' and even 'enlightenment' HAHAHA i was laughing when i was making it.
bb bow tie fail.
ya im quite pissed recently with all the things. small things like being late(and i NIFM again on thrusday), people not able to confirm dates with me, crappy connections, the rain. and i will just pull a long face all day long. HAIIIIIII, sucks la i hate this feeling, why must i react like that, get piss + angry = i suffer, but i cant fucking help it :'(
i know im really happy deep down inside but i just fail to connect to it. my mind is clouded with all the negative stuffs and im feeling so sucky :'( i was so relieved when i get to know about a 10-days meditation retreat, i thought i could finally take a break from everything, BUT, it clashes with my UT, SO AMAZING UNTIL I.......
where are You :(
"Happiness and suffering come from your own mind, not from outside. Your own mind is the cause of happiness; your own mind is the cause of suffering. To obtain happiness and pacify suffering, you have to work within your own mind" ~ Lama Zopa Rinpoche



Thursday, November 5
yesssaa, broke my previous personal record of 75km :D picked michlo @ cck. i was on one road with some cars stop/parked on the side, THEN THE DRIVER SUDDENLY OPEN THE DOOR !! knn, never but nearly hit me, cause i siam to the right, scare the fuck out of me until i need to stop afterwards to calm my mind down -.- the driver never even give the sorry face and just walk away, cb mother ass fuck guy, fucking cb-tic.
met dom who fell 2 times on the way to meet us @ suntec.

this ride damn happening man, while mich and i was @ some petrol kiosk, i went into the wrong toilet and didnt know until i finish peeing and saw some guy peeing, dont know wtf happen to my eyes -.- never see the urinal, HAHA. east coast skate park.
i no balls to play bmx, i only can bunny hop, HAHA.
then @ the same petrol kiosk, this male cyclist (fully geared with helmet) came in and fill up his bottle with 100plus, went out and through the other way, escaped.
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i gave a chase, caught up with him, and told him nicely, panting
"hey did you just fill your bottle up with 100plus?"
him:"no its ice."
me:"its okay, i saw you filling up 100plus and the staff saw too and told me to chase you."
him:"i was feeling unwell"
me:"we need you to go back and pay for it because they got it on camera and they dont want to bring you to the police."
him:"i am feeling really sick now" (puts his hand on his forehead)
me:"ya, but the thing is, we dont want to bring you to the police, it will be worse than paying for your 1ooplus."
him:"ok"
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he cycle back on road, i was on pavement, then got this bush and the next moment, HE WAS GONE !! fuck it, i saw him cycling away very fast, walao, chase him man, this time really chiong. caught up with him again and scolded him like fuck, seriously scream all the vulgar into his face man, HAHAHA. he kept on say he is unwell, and this will be the last time, WTF ?!?! but i let him go because i know he wont go back. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, HES A FUCKING GROWN UP MAN IN HIS 30s/40s.
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wtf, i should have told him i risk my life to chase him, i never on my taillight and i chase him, just because i dont want him to kena police i lost my friend -.- stupid. and i really lost mich for the rest of the journey worth 7km. i wasnt angry with him when i scolded him, and i feel quite bad for doing so.
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its not about the 100plus which dont even cost more than 2 bucks, but his actions, and what he chose to do. hope what happen will make him change his mind the next time he choose to run out of the shop. maybe you find me too kaypoh right -.- its not the first time i catch a criminal, because i hate such actions to the core.
i ate bb's cat treat AND ITS FREAKING NICE !!!
i ate more than 10 and i was trying so hard to control myself because its damn ex and i buy because its a dental treatment treat.
now you know my secret, i eat pet food. last time when i have fishes at home, i always steal their food to eat, and the pellet for tortise too, HAHAHA, i think you must try too.
bb sleeping with her face in my you know what, HAHAH, my cutie b.
2 nights ago i dreamt that she frozed to death, she was curled up and frozen solid. i woke up and didnt see her around because she went downstairs to play, then i felt so lonely :( what if she dies? i dont know i how man, my darling baby.
NIFM again on monday, sian man, and my UT is damn walao also, so easy but dont know how to do :( i was eating nasi padang while the class count down to the UT. i finished my chicken wings during the last 4 sec, HAHA. skipped sch again on wed(today), damn jialat. super hope tmr wont late.
met jana for lunch and elroy for supper. elroy proposed a new business plan that he wants me in. haha elroy, partner with me, i will set-up one with you, after it becomes stable, i back-out, then set one on my own, and take everything away from you, MUAHAHAHAH.
D:D: 3am? shit, goodnight.

Tuesday, November 3

Monday, November 2
eek! baby tham.
drank a lil @ fel's house before Halloween party. vodka vanilla + sprite = WOOHOO, irish cream not my 1st anymore.
